Sunday, February 23, 2014
Happy birthday my dear, friend
Today would have been my best friend Suzie's 54th birthday. I can't help but think about her. 4 years later and I still have not found my new BFF. I know it's me but aren't we allowed to pick our own friends? Not anyone will do for me, especially after such a dynamic personality as Suzie. She was a extrovert who respected and actually understood me more than anyone. She always gave me my space - honestly though, she was the only one who never pestered me.
You do know, being alone, does not mean you are lonely. A lot of extroverts don't get that. So they try and push themselves on all the lonely people, when really, most of them are just introverts that want to be alone. I seem to have much on my mind - things I need to figure out on my own. I need to think. If I need help, I will ask. If I need prayer, I will ask. If I need company, I will ask.
Suzie always knew.
Best friends, just don't grow on trees. Especially ones that fit like a glove. I loved how she did all the talking and I could just listen. And when I did talk and share, she was a good listener for me. I sure miss her. I miss her awesome sense of humor. I miss her compassion. I miss her family, which is all over the place now. I miss how things used to be.
Happy Birthday my dear, sweet friend.
PS. Suzie's birthday is exactly one week ahead of mine. This cold or mild flu I have been battling, has messed with my mind - and now I have 7 days to get my emotional act together for my long awaited, and talked about 60th birthday.
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