I am totally pissed about all of this but it is my own fault.
All is well here - its been HOT and then it cools down and then it gets hot again. That's spring for you. I'm actually enjoying it. Today is in the 70's and to me, that is PERFECT weather. It is supposed to rain later.
Last week we had some thunderstorms and a couple of neighborhood dogs freaked out and got lose and came into our yard. So we contacted their owners and while we were waiting for them to come and pick up their frightened dogs, one of the littler ones snapped at my German-shepherd mix, Daisey Mae. After they left we saw that she was bleeding. Then a day or so later, I saw she had this big lump on the inside of her ear and one of her "old-age" warts was bleeding. So I took her in to the vet and $130 later, she is on antibiotics and some cream for both her boo-boos.
Of course this comes at the end of the month when we are down to slim-pickens. At least I didn't put it on her care account. Looks like beans and weenies till the first, for us.
The Husband is a sweetie for sure but even the sweet ones, get annoyed at their introverted wives. He is pressing me to get back to going to church and boggling my mind with, "Is Avon a hobby or a business?" I guess he just loves me and is starting to get concerned at me for being such a recluse. Yeah I have to admit, there is something UP with me and I don't know why it is starting to take on a life of its own, INSIDE ME.
I just don't want to go anywhere - do anything. I am a big DRAG.
Do you think I am mildly depressed maybe? I have been taking anti-depressants since the early 90's. For the last 5 years I have been taking effexor.
I'm just down - I'm bored and I don't like how I am.
Not to mention, we've been having all kinds of problems with our internet connection. I think our wireless router is on the blink.