Saturday, June 23, 2012
And I will tell you why:
...here I have been mentally and emotionally getting myself ready - for July, when I no longer will be working full time as a Nanny. In fact, there were times when I was downright EXCITED about it - lying to myself, that it was a new adventure. HA!
I thought I only had 4 days left - next Friday would be my last day. I'd have a week off and then start my new schedule 2 days a week (Mondays and Fridays) So yesterday the Mom told me, that she has to take 3 days off from work next week - Wed, Thursday and Friday due to a planned Hospital strike that she has to honor. Which basically means, my only day next week is Tuesday. I was shocked!
And to add insult to injury, I asked her to confirm if I will be working 1 or 2 days a week and she told me only 1 day a week. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Her husband keeps insisting I am working 2 days a week. So I finked on him - told her about the 2 days and she said that unless he pays for that extra day out of his own account. Other than that, it is a 1 day a week commitment.
What a awkward situation this is for me.
So I came home yesterday feeling very down - depressed -scared. Where was all that so-called emotional and mental STRENGTH I have been exercising for the last few months???? I totally caved in last night and my husband looks at me and just shakes his head....
"You confuse me" he says.
Yeah well, I confuse myself.
The violence the country saw in VA, today was sickening. It scares me. One reason I am staying in California, not that it is all rosy h...
12 steps 1. We admitted we were powerless over the effects of aging - that our lives had become exhausting trying to keep up with y...
caribou wilderness I have the house alone this weekend. The husband is hiking and I tend to be a cool weather hiker. Plus he likes to...
So my husband threw his back out - is off from work until tomorrow evening. We spent all day at the VA on Friday. It's a bummer w...
There are some who sing to the music and others who listen. I like to sing at times - mostly I love to really listen to the music. Espe...
This is one of my many pet peeves. You hear it all the time now, in the media. "The Outrage is Growing" Really? Hey, I know...